父亲走是在炎热的夏天，每到这个季节，父亲总是不愿意动，静静的躺在床上，打开吊扇（双环牌的）那一年的5月沙河气温就已经开始领跑全国，父亲那一年经历了烫伤、骨折，更不愿意动，在炎热的冲击下走了，等我和我爱人全家赶回来的时候，看到的只是冰冷的身躯，非常的瘦，那几天心里很堵，很堵，差一点跟开蹦蹦的弄起来。。。。但父亲走的还算平和，没有太多的手术，以及手术的罪！ 母亲走在冬季，在这个谣传世界末日之前，在年初的时候看她就感觉喉咙有点肿，癌症！最终在12月走了走之前做了很多手术，也花了很多钱遭了很多罪！而这次我没有回去，只能在这里pray！pray for a more peaceful place for my mother in the heaven without worrying about neighbours, government, life, ......and free of the fear! I build the web just for the next generation to know that once there were a couple--husband and wife had been struggled to live in so called socialism society for their children, although the common life they had, the uneven life can be neglected by us and you! several years ago, i had done a same dreams for three time, that is, in my dream, I saw my father and he talked with me, but i told my father it was not true! last night, I dreamed my mother and she wrote a message to me in a secretly way, she said her experiences, I told my mother that no one want to steal kidney from you, you can put these things behind you, and then you can have a relax life in heaven. I will burn some money for you in heaven! finally I want to speak to my parent, I love you all, I will taste the time we experienced in my early age, I will pass the missing feeling from one generation to the next， and hold the hope for better tomorrow! trust me!